Hey y'all... I'm gonna open up and be honest here... recently I've been really struggling with my weight and how I look. To me, I weigh a lot, and I feel constantly that I am gaining more and more weight. When I go to the doctors and I see my weight on the paper I feel worse every time. And it's hard because right now as a physically disabled person I'm not exactly able to work out so I feel useless, and I struggle a lot with binge eating a bunch of sugar at once. And I know I'm too much of a coward to starve myself (no offense to those with an ED, which I might have myself) so all that fat just increases. I dont really know what to do, and sometimes I just feel horrible about myself. It's gotten to the point where I spend hours looking at weight loss pills or appetite suppressants, but again I'm too scared to do anything. And I already struggle eating normally because I'm gluten free and that is expensive so I feel guilty asking my dad to get more healthy options. I dont know what to do anymore.

Posted by isabelrenae0 at 2022-06-13 02:07:43 UTC